We begin the Easter Triduum tonight. This will be the 39th time I’ve celebrated the salvation of God’s people through Jesus’ death and resurrection. Familiarity of traditions can cause a staleness of heart, going through the motions, and overlooking the details. I know I’m guilty of these things – but it doesn’t have to be experienced that way!
There are always more pieces to the puzzle, more uncovering of the mysteries. With familiarity can also come deep renewal of wonder, awe, and gratitude of all God’s done to heal and restore His people. This is what I’m praying for today.
Come Holy Spirit. Move boldly and engage my heart and imagination. Awaken your Spirit within me. Bring me into a deeper experience of Jesus’ death and resurrection.
Could I imagine the environment, the smells, the sounds, the emotions of the last dinner of Jesus with His friends as though I was there, followed by His agonizing time in the garden?
Could I witness Jesus’ trial, suffering, and carrying of and death on the cross with fresh eyes and a soft heart?
Could I have renewed faith that the death of Jesus was a personal sacrifice for me, for the salvation of my soul?
Could I better understand the power of Jesus’ resurrection and what it means for me today?
This is a lot to ask, but when I read of your longing for your people, God, in Jeremiah 31-33, I remember that sending Jesus was your plan to heal and restore your people.
My heart so desires to be genuinely moved, overwhelmed, and enlightened by you throughout the next few days. I don’t want to miss the meaning of it all. Move my heart, Father God. Awaken my heart, Holy Spirit. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.
My Heart, My Home 