It was pointed out to me recently that God gives us a new way to measure. The more I thought about it, it’s incredible how my mind has been trained to measure the way that our world measures. I wonder how God wants me to pray into this.
I was lead to the fascinating story of Gideon in Judges 6. Gideon considered himself part of the weakest clan, and the least in his family. Yet, God chose him to lead the Israelites to defeat the Midianites, and with limited resources. God only told him, “I will be with you.” And God brought them victory. How often do I measure if I am adequate to do what’s asked of me? Am I measuring my value or worth based on those around me?
I was also lead to the story of the apostle Thomas in John 20. Thomas was not with the other apostles when Jesus appeared to them after the resurrection. The measure of his faith was dependent on seeing and touching Jesus’ wounds. How often do I only believe in God’s presence and work as long as I can physically see proof and measure it?
Poppa, you created my mind incredibly to be able to analyze and measure, but I’m realizing that I too often rely on worldly views and other people to assess worth, value, time, success, security, and even you, God. I’m sorry for that. Teach me a new way to measure. Renew my mind. Protect me from comparison to others, and doubting you or myself because of my limitations. When you take me outside of my comfort zone, like Gideon I will rely on you alone, as I believe you are always with me. Thank you Poppa, I ask these things in Jesus’ name, Amen.
My Heart, My Home 